| I'm going!!! If you don't know, ask. ha I'd love to tell you.
Lindsey
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| For the first time since graduation, I finally realized how much I miss my friends from high school. I mean I grew up with these people. I've known my best friend since I was in kindergarten and now I never see him. He's no longer just down the road if I ever need him. Why it took me three months to realize that, I don't know. And of course, he's now in Oklahoma. How ironic. Lindsey |
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| School is not that bad. The drive is not fun, but school is not bad.
Lindsey |
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| This time next week I'll be just getting home from school. How depressing is that? This is going to be a LONG semester! I'm definitely going to have to take a trip up to Oologah sometime to get my mind off school.
Only like a month and a half until my birthday! I need to have something to look forward to so that time will go a little faster! Are there any ideas on what a 19 year old should do for her birthday? (That makes me feel old. Maybe I should just go play BINGO like all the other old people)
Lindsey |
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| Wow, it's been a while since I wrote one of these!
You know that feeling when something bad happens and it feels like someone punched you in the stomach? I've been feeling that way for the past week. I'm sick of it! Something good will happen, then two bad things will follow it. I'm just trying to smile through it all.
Also, I need some advice. I feel that I've lived a majority of my life for myself. Now I feel the need to go overseas for a missionary's assistant internship. Somehow I feel selfish for not considering my mom in my decision. That sounds weird, but she's going to have a really hard time if I'm gone for 2 months. I know this is the age where people grow up and move out, but I'm not ready and my mom's certainly not ready. Is it weird that I'm so worried about leaving? It's not like I'm moving out of the country, it's just a long trip. I just need someone to slap some sense into me.
Lindsey |
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